Now that I’ve blogged about my emotional roller coaster that I’ve been on this weekend, I feel like I’m free from all that drama. Yes, the loss of my niece is still painful for me, but she will never be forgotten. May 29th will always be a special day to me, because that is the day I became an Auntie (on my side, my husbands side I became an Auntie when I said “I do” 😉 )
Brother/sister drama has surrounded me since I was 7. I have learned to just ignore my brother, and walk away because he always has to have the last word. I’ve spent many years pretending I was an only child, unless there was information my mom felt was “need to know”. So, I am just going back to those ways. I’m not going to waste my time any further trying to bend over backwards to try and build a relationship with people who do not have any interest in having one with me.
Sister-in-law drama, although is not as familiar with me as the brother/sister drama. It has been something I’ve come to be very familiar with over the past 4 years. I have 5 sister-in-laws and only talk to 2 of them. The rest don’t like me let alone even know me, 1 of those which I’m currently in the middle of planning a baby shower for, because no know else will do it.
I have grown up a lot over the past 4 years. Becoming a wife and mom has really helped me grow leaps and bounds. I’ve realized that if people don’t want to know me, or my kids, than that is their loss. I am a very kind, loving, and loyal person who happens to have 2 very amazing little girls. Anybody would be lucky to have my girls in their life.